What I’ve learned through this process that mastery of tarot may take a lifetime. A deep understanding is going to take years. I’m going to continue to do readings. I’m going to continue to investigate my cards and develop a deep understanding of them. I think tarot has taught me to be a more receptive person. I’m a deeper listener. I think more about myself (in a good way somehow?). They keep me accountable. I find comfort in their continuity. I don’t fear as much. I think that may have something to do with this program in general. I’m settling in and as a creature of comfort, that is really what I’ve been striving for.
I’m never going to be that person who is a full believer. I’m not going to give myself daily readings. I’m not going to decide my future based on a deck of cards. I’m going to use them as a tool for introspection. I’m open to the possibility of using them as a “sometimes” guide. We’ll have to see.